I Didn’t Mean to Be Mean

December 19, 2008 at 9:38 pm 4 comments

I didn’t mean to be mean
When I screamed, when I wept
I didn’t want to be wanted
I just needed to be kept
I’m so used to being used
Your pure intentions
Are abuse
If you’d struck me, if you’d fuck me
You’re like the others –
Cold but lucky

It was simple being easy
So I blame you
When you please me
For saving me from deadly habits
That die hard
For making me smile
For taking me far
Far from here
Far from blue
Further from home
Furthest from you
So, to that end, I must implore:
If you hated me
Would I love you more?

Disparate but never desperate
We’re violently in love
As luck would have it

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4 Comments Add your own

  • 1. DOMINO  |  December 19, 2008 at 10:34 pm

    “If you hated me
    Would I love you more?”


    Yup. That nails it.


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  • 3. lollygabber  |  January 30, 2012 at 8:09 pm

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